what happend in my frehmen year!!!!!!!!!

I use to be a freshmen but not just a freshmen, a victim...I GOT RAPED and seen it happened. I was really scared so i called the cops. That's when hell came in. I was scared and people hated me but they didn't know the truth. I was a good girl, straight A student with great friends having the time of my life. When I got to my first day of high school, I had no friends, nobody liked me and I was going through depression. imagine a new school really big with nobody next to you nobody to talk to nobody to get lost with in your first day of school. on the first day i had a stomachache, a skirt i hated and the wrong attitude. i got embarrassed during lunch...i got hit with mashed potatoes and gravy. everybody laughed at me i got a demerit for running out into the hallway. and the worst was about to happen. IT was there IT was my raper i hated him so much i turned pale white, paralyzed through my whole body whenever i saw him.i find a sanctuary place were i can hide, block out the rest of the world from me in a old janitors closet.i tried telling Rachelle/Rachael my ex best friend, but she called me a liar. Her and IT were together. I didn't even know her any more.